well, its one of my “best friends” birthday this friday and I am not going :) she pissed me off to the point im not going to her birthday…… like we’ve planning this event for over months. I really want to go but im proving her a point by not showing up. she cant just talk to me like that, i cant with her anymore. i also want my other friends to forget about me in a way, i rather them leave me now than in a couple of months… school is school, and im still the same since high school. i guess people dont change