yesterday i had a nervous breakdown. i cried so much, it was ridiculous. i called my best friend and cried to her. ive never done that in my life…..cried to someone like that. she was understanding and she cheered me up. she’s like my ultimate best friend,i love her so much, idk what i would do without her to be honest. i need a piff tho…………

today is the first day of college….i should be never nervous, but surprisingly i am not …weird. It takes me about an hour to get there bleuhh oh and i just got my period awesome. im going to eat now. bye.

sometimes i wonder if i had different friends how my weekends would be…. i want change, they keep doing the same old thing. i just feel stuck, stuck with them. i really wished i had other friends . but sadly noone wants to chill with me….. sigh …. ma vie.